I've been flooded with various emotions the last two days. I've felt extreme pain, utter depression, complete emptiness, and guilt. Even with experiencing that gamut I just can't imagine the pain that my friends, the Havivy's, have gone through. It's that moment that's the most telling though, the moment right when you get the bad news....
I ran. I went outside and ran and ran, and sobbed a few blocks from my house. I wished that I had done more, I wished that I could've spent more time with the family as well as Kiki, I wished that there was a miracle or an opportunity for me to change places with her. I coughed and vomited, then returned h